Finals haven't allowed me to work on this to the best I can =/ . Great topic though Adam.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
This is my worst fear. Nothing... NOTHING... scares me more than this nightmare. For these paintings in my room will represent the pain, suffer, anger, emptiness, and hate that I would have if I ever lost the single most important thing in my life. The woman that I love is one in a million, I have never met anyone whose accepted me, tolerated my personality, understood where I'm coming from, and loved me so unconditionally just for who I am, even when I had nothing and wasn't the best boyfriend. She is faithful, understanding, social, and such a positive presence in life. I will NEVER find someone so right for me and the future that we hold together. I don't know many fears that will affect the rest of your life... but this will... And I hope to God that my career as an artist never takes it's turn into this dark alley, for if it does, I will devote my life to expressing the pain, anger and loneliness I feel inside to share with the world...