My worst fear is that I will someday not be able to do what I love... to be " cut off " from the ones I love and what I love to do. I just watched a youtube video of Ollie Jonston ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSNUBCWsptk ) I look at his hands, see how they shake... I wonder if the old master was able to continue to do what he loved... was he limited... trapped in the shell of the body he had... with a mind ready to create, but hands... hands that might have been limited... I hope to draw until I am in a pine box and six feet under... and if you were to dig me up, I would hope that you would find sketching on the inside of the box... But it is one of my worst fears...
